Just Vibes (Vol. 1)

Just vibes
Music is universal in the language that it speaks 
I don’t need to understand the words to feel the pain 
Or the energy of the beat 

You can connect with someone you can’t even talk to 
But somehow understand that just like you, 
they went through some shit in life. 


Puzzled by you
I like puzzles, I like figuring people out 
I like discovering pieces that give me insight into what they’re all about 
Like why do you react this way? What makes you sad? What causes you pain, bro why are you mad? 
What are your passions, what are your dreams? Is it a chase for clout or you just want a way out? 
It’s all a mystery, but I’m curious to find out. 


Creative loner 
My best ideas come when I’m alone. 
When I’m not worried about a puzzle piece to solve 
i can think creatively…freely and openly 
without my mind wandering 
For worrying about something or someone else  


Day dreaming
My passion comes from music. 
When I listen to music, it inspires me. 
It fills me with imaginative dreams and stories, 
and illustrations of what if scenarios…
made up in my head in a whimsical fashion. 


Can I dream? 
Is it possible to be
Delusional
is it already
Written in the stars?
Or can I change my fate
Am i living everything everywhere at once
but the version I am is the mediocre
the sad life that could have been
But never was?
and my dreams are just reflections of a life
of some other version of me


Startup recipe 
The ingredients are prepared, mise en place and studied, with an understanding of the minute, an obsession over the nuances that others have overlooked to create the perfect dish, unique with flavor and Michelin worthy. 


M&M’s or Eminem
Alliteration elicits insights into the creative constructs of an individual’s lyrical, emotive effects. It’s also just fun to play with words.


My motto 
I allow myself to be free, of all bias, 
or at least acknowledge when there is one, 
so that I can observe with curiosity instead of fear, with understanding and not judgement. 


Paths
I don’t like stating that one thing is right. Whether that be an opinion, perspective, belief, value, or judgement of a person. Because what it does to me is it subconsciously closes that door to learning more—it defines it at its current state, and I no longer question why.
 
It might be the best perspective right now in my life but I’ve learned it can change as I discover more or understand it better. The hard part is being open to the change. And embracing it. 
I’m not indecisive. I just take my time with it, and hold these paths loosely. I let current paths guide me and past learnings instruct me, but always with a curiosity to learn more, to understand more..and then perhaps those new discoveries might change what direction I should head to.


The lies we tell. 
we can see it for ourselves. we can see beyond the facade, the masks we all hide in, a representation of what we think others think of us. and we hold onto that image. We can see others who are of the same cursed fate. But we are too scared nor have the courage to reveal it, lest it reveals ourself.  


Cookies and Cream 
Last night my partner had a dream
That made her mad, 
saying I had 
Ice cream without her 


Mind Reader
What did I say
That’s got you feeling that way 
My love my love 

I see the clouds in your eyes
And the demons inside 
I see the pain that you hide
But you don’t tell me why 
My love my love 

I can’t take it away 
But I’m one call away 
My love my love 


Adult games 
I'm grown up in a made up world


Blissful ignorance
Q: As a kid we don’t question the world around us. We just accept it as is, and have the ignorance to just experience it. But as we start to experience pain we start to question why. 

A: If everything was good, would we question why?
  

Be Curious, George
The best answers are questions
they leave the door open to always wondering why 
don’t question to judge,
Ask to understand, to dig deeper… 
curiosity is your guide, until you find your truth


Delusions of grandeur
There’s a very thin line between delusional and genius. The only difference is being right more than being wrong. We long for external recognition of our genius, otherwise the reality might actually be insanity.  


Lonely in my thoughts 
I’m in my mind a lot 
Its a safe place to explore my feelings and thoughts 
A place I can only go 
To study my reflections
To know why I react a certain type of way 
Without somebody imposing their say 
On how I should live my life


Solo Leveling 
Life is the ultimate game. And we are its players. The cool thing about our game is everyone has a storyline. And we get to decide what ending ours is. It’s all interactive, all experiential and fun.


Heroic Ethics
We’re totally OK with the main hero blowing off the head of an evil guy…why? Because he’s bad. And we’re ok with that. It’s the not the act of violence that we are disturbed by, it’s the reason why. 


Hypocrite
I’m not self-righteous enough…
To take a stance on it 


Don’t
Give up
It’ll be easier to say 
You tried


Constraint forces creativity 
be chaotic, but be kind. 
rules are meant to be broken 
if it’s for good intentions 


How to be extraordinary 
If you’re ordinary 
be a little extra 


We need a reboot button. 
why is it so scary to get old?
Like you start to lose control of things that came so easily before 
but now there’s some kind of delay……… 

A buffer of some sort 
And you notice it more 
Like that one time you swore 
you pulled your back from sneezing 


My obsession. 
I have an obsession. It follows me about all waking hours. I sleep and it enters my dreams. It awakes on sleepless nights. I watch movies and eat food and talk with friends while it hovers around me. I study it and infer new meaning from it—from it I have learned my passions, my dreams, my demons and fears. It has consumed me, and I am forever grateful.


the point is moot.  
I hope to live a life true to myself, not what others expect of me…we all
,  pass into the void
eventually 
nonexistent and no one anymore 
except history lessons, and semester book reports, or if we’re old and significant enough, a legend of folk lore…a life lesson to avoid, or an inspirational figure to aspire to. It’s all devoid of fact that we are insignificant in the history of time…we only have this one chance to experience love, or to struggle in pain, or to relish in the happiness of joyful pursuit 
to make memories or create legacies that we pass on to…we all
, pass into the void
eventually. 








Just vibes 
Is just the life 
I’m looking for…